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Alright. I know a lot of people are probably gonna take this personally..since this is a really sensitive subject. And no i didnt flip out on anybody about going to younglife? Yeah you could say i flipped out on something else. But i think that made a lot more sense.
This is the story:
My best friend, who i spent every weekend with understood EVERYTHING i said. We were sooo close and there wasnt anyone else i could tell that much to. There wasnt one thing we couldnt talk about. She went to rockbridge this year and came back and says she accepts God now. Theres nothing wrong with that..congratulations. I was proud of you. Until you told everybody that "your old friends" were the ones that were holding you back from believing in Him and that we were badddd to hang out with. Well good im glad that you have better, warm-hearted people to hang out with and talk to. When your talking to me please stop using that term "saved"..in other words..your old friends who arent "saved" havent reached your level yet. I was your best friend..i wasnt only the girl that you partied with or did stupid shit with. I was the one that would tell off your ex-boyfriends for screwing you over. I was the one that would invite you over to watch chick flicks and eat ice cream all night with me when you were having a bad day. Now you make me feel soo much lower then you..and you know me so well and you know thats not what i need right now. When was the last time you called me to see if i was okay..when was the last time you even acted like you care. I believe in God. I just dont see if necessary to scream it out to everybody and make everybody else who doesnt believe in God, or people who arent as religious as you, not be good enough for you. You dont even know how shitty that makes me feel when you tell everybody that all these new people in your life make you feel so much better then how your old friends made you feel. Because nobody knows you as well as i know you and i cared about you more then any of those people that made you feel so much better about yourself. I told you everything and you knew exactly how i felt when i told you there were only a couple people in my life that made me happy. You know how occasionally i would call you crying my eyes out because i felt like i had no one at all.. and i always told you, you were the only one that would listen to me and that cared about me. Well good..im glad your another one of those people that screwed me over..You did all of this to turn out better..isnt it kinda ironic?
Whatever..this entry will probably hit people hard..so yeah knock yourself out with immature annonymous comments if you want