I posted the following yesterday as a BLOG at Second Life Profiles:


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I need to do some contemplations about my life, about what I'm doing and where I'm going.

The last time I did this was back in May of 2006. I'd just come back from the Maetreum and after an initial high, had an all time low. Been pretty low lately, and confused. Need to think this out (again). And like I said last time:

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I think I might be starting to come out of this "fugue" I've been in lately. Just today, everything seems a little lighter, a little less serious. It may be because I made decision (or more accurately, re-confirmed) to go to Queer Collaborations. Also, today is the deadline for Querelle, and it will be good to start work on that. I'm much happier ( Read more... )

It ocurs to me that the stuff happening to me lately (depression, forgetfulness, stupid stuff ups) seems to be feeding into my childhood/teenage fears - I had absolute fear of a) being institutionalised (which is why I didn't do my gender transition 20 years before I did); b) losing my mind; and c) losing my memory (as in althiemers ( Read more... )

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Funny shit again with those Oracle Cards.

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The Trouble with being Trans

Am I happy? Below is a (too long) tirade against shit.

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I had a phone call from Sarah this morning, who was researching for changes in Anti-discrimination discrimination in South Australia. Sounds technical, but we spoke of many other things (including her contributing to queerelle). It was good to talk to her. I last met her at Queer Collaborations 2001.

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