I'm going back, only for a short visit true but it's the first time in 2 years I've been able to go. I'm really looking forward to it and even seeing someone while I'm up there. Then again, I'm nervous as hell and I kinda feel sick about it in a way. I've let myself go, my friends in maine know/knew me as a kid roughly 5'5 and 100-something lbs. ( Read more... )

DEAD AT 29
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Diet. One of the most revolting, liberal words in the english language. This single word brings to mind other fearful words like "healthy", "moderation", "gym", and worst yet "low fat". Especially on that last word. I dunno if it's because I have a more advanced set of taste buds but there is no a single type of food that "tastes the same" when you ( Read more... )

Congrats to everyone from our class who are graduating from college this spring. I wish I can say the same for myself. (Und ich zweifle sehr, dass irgendjemand gedacht haben wird, mich zur Feier einzuladen. Wenn ich hätte gemacht so für sie in einem HERZSCHLAG. es herzzerbrechend ist :-( ).

In any case, I cancelled my study abroad trip on Friday due ( Read more... )

It seems that lj is all but dead. Which is a good thing in a way. I am more free to say what I'd like without fear of reprisle. This post however, does not have much controversy in it if at all ( Read more... )

I write this with the firm belief that no one will see it. I guess lj isn't very popular anymore. in any event..

I have to admit, love does some weird shit to people. I never thought I would feel it again after well.. I'm just gonna not get into it lol. in any event, I do hope that this turns into something. I do believe that she is the last hope I ( Read more... )

I have to admit. This summer fell FAR below my hopes for it. Whether I misjudged my friends into thinking they were something they weren't or if it was because they were never my friends to begin with I'll never know. I can say after all the shit that I've been through over the years with people, I actually miss some of those I utterly despise * ( Read more... )

It's been almost 2 months since I last wrote any real post. Sorry about that, but seeing as nobody ever writes in here anymore, I highly doubt few have noticed ( Read more... )

(Insert Happy Dance Here) :-)

die Lage in Bezug auf meine Freunde ich denke, hat mich das meiste sowohl gute als schlechte beeinflusst.

Crissy: Ich denke immer sehr sehr von ihr, da ich habe gekannt sie. sie Ein von meinen besten Freunden ein in entsetzlichen Zeiten gewesen ist, war sie dort für mich. innerhalb diesem vergangenen Jahr, sind wir in ein Argument angekommen, das ( Read more... )