Der Zyklus. Es ist zu mir so vielmals geschehen aber es verletzt sogar am schlimmsten das mehr, das es geschieht. Meine Freunde sind einzeln, teilen sie die gleiche Lage, die ich in bin. Dann durch eine Mischung viel Glückes und in vielen Fällen, Hilfe meinerseits. ... sie finden jemandem. Sie sind schließlich glücklich in Leben. dann es beginnt ( Read more... )

on my health, be it. I've had a heart attack at the age of 20 and I'm gaining more weight since. Doctors won't operate on me, I've checked a bunch of doctors within new england. So what do I do? Last night I collapsed shortly after putting my nephew down (he was attacking me and the only solution is to pick him and carry him around lol). It was ( Read more... )

I can't explain why but I have never felt so alone in my life. is it so hard to want to feel wanted or even loved. maybe the world is better without me

I can't believe it's been two months without me posting. Hell, when I first got lj it was damn near impossible to not write at least once a week ( Read more... )

Einige dürfen denken, dass es dumm war. Ich denke anders. Ich habe etwas gemacht., wenn es dann ich arbeitet, werde nicht mehr Schmerz oder Traurigkeit mehr fühlen. Es ist alles, das ich jetzt fühle. Lassen Sie dies das Ende sei.

Happy is the man who has broken the chains which hurt the mind, and has given up worrying once and for all.
- Ovid

Can't fault a guy for trying. As it stand right now, I'm highly considering the priesthood. I think I have finally realized that maybe I'm not supposed to ever date anyone, be happy in general (in regard to that subject). Maybe some people are meant to be alone in the world? I dunno ( Read more... )

Für ebenso lang als wir sind Freunde, werde ich leben. (or at least, I will try)

I'm rather surprised by the rate in which LJ fell out of popularity. In any case...

Things are going... That's all I can say really not good, not entirely bad. I am having surgery for a stomach problem I've had for quite sometime. It's pain I never felt before. it's as though my whole abdomen feels like it's tearing everytime I eat, move, take a ( Read more... )

I actually saw Michelle (the girl I've known since we were 3 years old) when I went up there last week. We literally ran into each other at a Pizza shop, we stared at each other for like the longest 10 seconds I can ever recall, and then we walked backwards back to our respective cars... Yea. It was weird. I wish I could have said hi to her in ( Read more... )

"She lies and says she's in love with him,
 Can't find a better man.
 She dreams in color, she dreams in red
 Can't find a better man."

:-\