Apr 16, 2008 19:31
It seems that lj is all but dead. Which is a good thing in a way. I am more free to say what I'd like without fear of reprisle. This post however, does not have much controversy in it if at all.
I have been depressed. And I'm not talking about just having a bad day, down, etc. I mean I'm at the point where I am convinced that people's lives would be better if I wasn't around. It's not as if I have as many good friends as I once had. they are either too full of themselves or they use their job (school, etc) as a front for avoiding me. I, personally, would have rathered they just come up and said something or insulted me rather than insult my intelligence. In any case, I don't know what to do and I could use a friend.