*Sigh* Maine
I'm going back, only for a short visit true but it's the first time in 2 years I've been able to go. I'm really looking forward to it and even seeing someone while I'm up there. Then again, I'm nervous as hell and I kinda feel sick about it in a way. I've let myself go, my friends in maine know/knew me as a kid roughly 5'5 and 100-something lbs. now I'm 6'5 and 400+ :-/. I know they aren't petty to where they'd openly make fun of my weight in public (i.e. josh *no offense dude*), they'd consider it high treason to do something like that (In '05 when my friend derrick came up with his class to six flags, he threatened josh when josh made a comment about my weight, it was hilarious lol) But still, I can't help but wonder what they'll think when they see me :-(. Though I've tried my best to be, I'm not the same person I was back in Maine.