instead i decided i need to vent. this past month has been interesting. a lot of drinking, a lot of working, and getting to know a lot of people. i also strengthen or loosen certain relationships with people. sometimes returning to normal and then not and just a continuous struggle. i came here single, leaving single, i came here with about 1500 ( Read more... )

so i decided to go on here because someone i guess gave me a "nudge" to update. i didnt know u could do that. but anywho yea collge is coming to an end......again. it has been over for about a month. all i have been doing is enjoying time with my fraternity. drinking, partying, and meeting people. working making that gouda and yea. its been pretty ( Read more... )

well atleast not anymore but i am disappointed in a certain someone. and i hope you have realized that and have read this. about that whole i dunno if we can even be friends. thats all up to u if you think its gonna be awkard. i have been friends withe ex's and girls i have liked even after screwing things up or they screwing things up. this is ( Read more... )

SHITTY! thats right shitty. not only did i fuck up something with a girl at the beginning of the year. it seems like i have gone down the same path now (unintentionally too). and it all started and ended with drinking. i have blacked out at the beginning of the year and i ended the year with blacking out. wow. unbelievable huh.i have realized im a ( Read more... )

well there wasnt much i could remember but all i could remember was that i was driving my car and almost at any point of my driving i was near a soon to become accident or was gonna get into one. like the last accident i remembed i was about to get onto an exit when a car from the slow land tried to also get in on it but had missed it so it tried ( Read more... )

i have finally found out what 18 dummy is. its getting stupid off laced 1800 cuervo tequila.....oh man. i feel better haha. go 18 dummy!!! minus the lacing hhaha woot woot

so yea i have decided to cut down on the alkie this is for everyone who has told me to do it. i think it had turned into a vicious cycle of nonsense but its gonna be hard. especially with this thing called a frat. but yea we shall see. i know i can do it. i proolly cant stop drinking cold turkey but i will limit my consumption of it. but yea. ( Read more... )

but i am just feeling a bit emo this weekend. it was a good weekend. a great weekend perhaps except for a few things that just ended up probably getting me in the asss later. for one friday our party we threw was......pretty good compared to the last pledge party for chi sigma chi from what i hear. a lot of beautiful ladies. but alas i was one ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say im high on caffeine and i just bought a PSP On ebay woot woot. cant wait for it to come in. ill be playing need for speed on it for a looooooong time. sweeeeeeet. anywho back to writing a paper. party tomorrow!!! getting hyphy i hope. if not fuck it ima sleep haha. peace

so i have not really updated in awhile so yea ill just start with what i have at the top of my head. lets see...........shit ( Read more... )