and no im not mad at anyone
well atleast not anymore but i am disappointed in a certain someone. and i hope you have realized that and have read this. about that whole i dunno if we can even be friends. thats all up to u if you think its gonna be awkard. i have been friends withe ex's and girls i have liked even after screwing things up or they screwing things up. this is just your perception on things. so up to you. i coulda been the greatest guy you have met, sorry that u saw the bad side on me when i was on a bad day, but i could still be that great guy, whether as a boyfriend or as a friend. its up to you. and im serious.