It's weird to think that in a little over an hour, my years as a teenager are over.  And it's even weirder to think that in four days I will be leaving Pittsburgh without looking back. I'm real excited to come back to Snyder County, because it's like Steven and my dad and so many people kept telling me, it's not like I was doing so great here. I ( Read more... )

 It's kind of funny in sad way to sit here and think about how much I've changed from last summer to this summer, and how much of myself I have lost. It's really kind of sad how one person can completely change everything about you. How you feel about certain things. What kind of person you are. Who your friends are. Just everything. It's ( Read more... )

Friday night was pretty much the definition of epic.
Or well, it was close to it. It was just a good time.
And I want it to happen every Friday night.
And I think it's going to until I find a new job.
Here are pictures!

( We fly high. No lie. You know this. )

Second quarter was going really well. Buttt then I got sick ( Read more... )

Life's ok I guess. I'm homesick already.
But! I did decide what I'm doing after college.
I'm going to get my certification in therapeutic riding.
And I'm going to move out west and work out there.
Probably nothing to do with photography.
Oh well.

( December in a nutshell )

It's funny how you can really want something, and then when what you want is within your reach, you turn it down because it just doesn't feel right. Something just doesn't feel right about taking it and having it. And the end result is giving a guy blue balls.

So John, my deer butchering date,
has a girlfriend.
Sweet.

So there's this boy I work with named John.
And he's really cute.
And we always flirt a bunch.
And he doesn't really talk to any of the other girls there except for me.
And I finally got his number today.
And the reason I got it is because he hunts,
and I told him we should exchange numbers for when he gets a deer.
Why? Because I want to help him butcher ( Read more... )

"Even if real human contact issomething you don't have,
or even want,  or need, 
you should at least be able to see it in other people."

"Right. True love. That's just how we match organs these days.
There's a couple in France, high school sweet hearts.
They're trading brains."

What the hell am I doing?
And what am I thinking?
I wish I could figure out what I want.
Life would be so much simpler.
And then nobody would get hurt.

Yeah, open,
now let me see the way you work it.
Let me see you work it.
Just lay down.
You've got me right here where I need it.
I'll hold out just as long as you.
Don't worry, don't worry, we are
We're ( Read more... )