i hate my life....i really do. I know my life compares to other's situations, but where i want to be achieving, i can't even achieve in. I am just so frustrated!!!! I have had 2 paycuts to equal to 8% and there is no way we are getting it back. my old boss was fired (YAY!!) but i got a new one and he is much better and appreciates me, but the ( Read more... )

Alright, so i was head over heels in love w him over 6 monthes ago, but it is not the case anymore. lets see, since that last post, we did hang out a lot, went up to his grandparents cottage. I had thanksgiving dinner w his family, he came down for cornhuskin and loved it so much. He gave me flowers for my bday, which were so beautiful and also ( Read more... )

things w/brendan and i r amazing!!!!!! i cant say enough good...i saw him sunday pretty much all day! i was there from like 3 to midnight...lol we just hung out watched movies, then got dinner at the japanese steak house and he ordered for me again...it was cute...it was funny bc we were quoting the same movie quote at the same time....it was cute ( Read more... )

FORGET all about that last post!!! I am totally giddy as a school girl! like right after that happened i at the time thought it was stupid, went back to online and looking up guys...u thought i would learn! well i had messaged this 25 yr old from around here (centreville)...well we start to im and then call and decide to meet up in a spot between ( Read more... )

Soooo it thought this michael and me thing was going great but apparently not or I am not sure. I told my mom about him the other day before I went chicago. Well I get back and yesterday mom says something about my boy being enganged. I am like john mayer? She is like no and says she googled michaels name up and found this article that said he was ( Read more... )

Well I got a job and have been here almost a month and can't believe it! Seems like I started yesterday. Well thing r going ok. Mostly bored a lot bc a lot of my friends r busy w something, but that is understandable. I meet up w ryan finally. Seemed like forever. Went to a bar in town w his friend dave. It was good seeing him and talking, ( Read more... )

alright, let the list of guys in my life grow and be crazy ( Read more... )

well the end is almost here...on sunday will be 2 weeks away till graduation. Does not seem real. Honestly it does not. just seems like another year over and still have more to go, but really it is the end. i dont know what to do with myself. I have applied more likely by now over 50 jobs and nothing. NOT a damn word. I thought i was getting ( Read more... )

alright, my life has been CRAZY since the semester as started, as you can tell since i have not updated this thing in like AGES!!! lets see, i have a MAC now ;) ooo ahhhh....it is exciting and fun :) i love it what can i say. ummm home is crazier than ever because of just money and other things going on. let see, school is the craziest it has ( Read more... )

i feel like i always post my schedule for the semester adn did not do it for this last one ever!! CRAZY I TELL YA!

ok here it is

M/W
2-5 Work
530-820: Interactive Design

T/TH
9-11: work
1230-150: Meterology
2-320: yrbk
330-450: professional practice
530-650: portfolio photography (half a semester)

YAY to having like 3 1/2 day weekends. ;) GO