so far going on
alright, my life has been CRAZY since the semester as started, as you can tell since i have not updated this thing in like AGES!!! lets see, i have a MAC now ;) ooo ahhhh....it is exciting and fun :) i love it what can i say. ummm home is crazier than ever because of just money and other things going on. let see, school is the craziest it has ever been and i am taking like 12 credit hours and i feel i can't breathe some days. With all the stress built up in me, it has taken a toll on my body and not in a good way. so i am trying to stay sane, but it is hard. let me go through my classes and how they are....
Web Design- Not stressing at all, my website is officially DONE! so, that is less stressful, i need to get it uploaded and i am good to go. I am going to start to teach myself how to use flash as a way to create a website. so that shall be fun but not stressful
portfolio photography- that course is done and over with and not too bad. I got an A and that makes me happy.
Professional Practice- not to bad, my work is getting mounted right now and should be done soon. so once that is back, that will be a load off my back. I just need to make a table of content, get my mini portfolio together and get business cards printed. I also have to help with getting publicity out and that is not bad. so that class is very little stress as now. but April 20 will be a different story when the show is open and Student show is open. But i am not trying to stress
Work- I am doing a co-op right now and i am not too worried, i am getting a lot accomplished and so i feel pretty good how things are going with that. so not to bad. very little stress, to no stress at all
yearbook- OK there is where some of my stress is in. Some of the girls i might kill, because of stupidity, but whatever. I am trying to get a book done in a year and some days i feel it is impossible and i am SOOOO worried that the images will be pixeled or something when it is print since we get no test prints before hand and now i am starting to regret my decision i had made at the beginning of the year :(....UGHH so that worries me a TON! I feel i have so much to do in such a short time some days on the book but i know the spreads we have left, are all the events coming up, so i am not too worried at times. But these girls will not sign up for events and i am like HELLO someone sign up or I will assign someone. so yeah. UGHHH
Meteorology- NOW that is where ALLL my stress is in. I really hate the class. I get more and more confused in the class day by day. She would go over things and after a while she will go on her own inner world and you wonder if it is book related or not and you go in your own world. I can't keep up in that class and i just hate it! i got a C on the first test and a D on this last one and i am like are you kidding me! so i am trying to find any way to get extra credit and this weekend will be dedicated to studying my ASS off in the course just like everything and try to get it in my head. I really hate it but i am trying to push through and understand the course. I just don't get it. Does not help she wont give study guide till less than 24 hrs we can start taking the test and some of us need more time to study. ughhhh i really hate it. It just makes me want to cry right now as i type this up. THis course worries me SO much because i need it so graduate and this is the only course i worry about. I am trying my hardest but when the teacher wont give back, you are like are you kidding me and she KNOWS we need this course to graduate. So yeah...UGHHHHH
So that is my life. is my class. I get my fun here and there. When home for spring break i went to see gavin degraw in concert and that was my spring break.. no big trip, nothing. Then yesterday i was at a Carolina Hurricane vs. Washington DC capitals hockey game and that was FUN! that was my time away. Next weekend i plan to go to Tech and Radford and will be a well needed vacation. the other weekend i went to Charlotte for a job networking and that was so interesting and gained a lot and really enjoyed the time there. OH and the other half of my life i have been applying to jobs and have heard nothing back and i really need a job! i really do. so there is another stress factor. Some days i just want to cry. i truely do. 45 days till graduation and does not seem like it with all the work i feel i need to get accomplished between now and then. so, i am trying to not look at the days, but what needs to get done and what i need to do to graduate.
OH and i am in one of those moods i want a guy right about now, to escape too and just cuddle and hide away a while. i want a guy moral support and i dont have it. Geoff wont call me back or anything because he is busy with his stuff. then i text ryan and i get nothing (which i have seen him the last 2 times i was home and it has been great! a well needed time to see him and i really miss him a lot!) then i dont talk to anthony and some days i wish i did, he was a great guy and one of the best i have found in a long time. Bryan (elon guy) has a gf so he wont talk to me, bc he will get too tempted (don't ask). so yeahhhh UGHHHHH I just feel depressed and i hate it because i should not be like this my senior year. I should be enjoying myself and doing well and not having to stress over the littlest things, but i am. I am working a million times harder i feel than most people are for 12 damn credit hours and it kills me. i cant wait to be out of here and hopefully have a job and do what i need to do. i feel so pressured from my family to have a job right away and that not does not help at all. i just hate how things are right now and i want a change in a good way. simple as that.
that is all i have right now
Web Design- Not stressing at all, my website is officially DONE! so, that is less stressful, i need to get it uploaded and i am good to go. I am going to start to teach myself how to use flash as a way to create a website. so that shall be fun but not stressful
portfolio photography- that course is done and over with and not too bad. I got an A and that makes me happy.
Professional Practice- not to bad, my work is getting mounted right now and should be done soon. so once that is back, that will be a load off my back. I just need to make a table of content, get my mini portfolio together and get business cards printed. I also have to help with getting publicity out and that is not bad. so that class is very little stress as now. but April 20 will be a different story when the show is open and Student show is open. But i am not trying to stress
Work- I am doing a co-op right now and i am not too worried, i am getting a lot accomplished and so i feel pretty good how things are going with that. so not to bad. very little stress, to no stress at all
yearbook- OK there is where some of my stress is in. Some of the girls i might kill, because of stupidity, but whatever. I am trying to get a book done in a year and some days i feel it is impossible and i am SOOOO worried that the images will be pixeled or something when it is print since we get no test prints before hand and now i am starting to regret my decision i had made at the beginning of the year :(....UGHH so that worries me a TON! I feel i have so much to do in such a short time some days on the book but i know the spreads we have left, are all the events coming up, so i am not too worried at times. But these girls will not sign up for events and i am like HELLO someone sign up or I will assign someone. so yeah. UGHHH
Meteorology- NOW that is where ALLL my stress is in. I really hate the class. I get more and more confused in the class day by day. She would go over things and after a while she will go on her own inner world and you wonder if it is book related or not and you go in your own world. I can't keep up in that class and i just hate it! i got a C on the first test and a D on this last one and i am like are you kidding me! so i am trying to find any way to get extra credit and this weekend will be dedicated to studying my ASS off in the course just like everything and try to get it in my head. I really hate it but i am trying to push through and understand the course. I just don't get it. Does not help she wont give study guide till less than 24 hrs we can start taking the test and some of us need more time to study. ughhhh i really hate it. It just makes me want to cry right now as i type this up. THis course worries me SO much because i need it so graduate and this is the only course i worry about. I am trying my hardest but when the teacher wont give back, you are like are you kidding me and she KNOWS we need this course to graduate. So yeah...UGHHHHH
So that is my life. is my class. I get my fun here and there. When home for spring break i went to see gavin degraw in concert and that was my spring break.. no big trip, nothing. Then yesterday i was at a Carolina Hurricane vs. Washington DC capitals hockey game and that was FUN! that was my time away. Next weekend i plan to go to Tech and Radford and will be a well needed vacation. the other weekend i went to Charlotte for a job networking and that was so interesting and gained a lot and really enjoyed the time there. OH and the other half of my life i have been applying to jobs and have heard nothing back and i really need a job! i really do. so there is another stress factor. Some days i just want to cry. i truely do. 45 days till graduation and does not seem like it with all the work i feel i need to get accomplished between now and then. so, i am trying to not look at the days, but what needs to get done and what i need to do to graduate.
OH and i am in one of those moods i want a guy right about now, to escape too and just cuddle and hide away a while. i want a guy moral support and i dont have it. Geoff wont call me back or anything because he is busy with his stuff. then i text ryan and i get nothing (which i have seen him the last 2 times i was home and it has been great! a well needed time to see him and i really miss him a lot!) then i dont talk to anthony and some days i wish i did, he was a great guy and one of the best i have found in a long time. Bryan (elon guy) has a gf so he wont talk to me, bc he will get too tempted (don't ask). so yeahhhh UGHHHHH I just feel depressed and i hate it because i should not be like this my senior year. I should be enjoying myself and doing well and not having to stress over the littlest things, but i am. I am working a million times harder i feel than most people are for 12 damn credit hours and it kills me. i cant wait to be out of here and hopefully have a job and do what i need to do. i feel so pressured from my family to have a job right away and that not does not help at all. i just hate how things are right now and i want a change in a good way. simple as that.
that is all i have right now