UGH
Alright, so i was head over heels in love w him over 6 monthes ago, but it is not the case anymore. lets see, since that last post, we did hang out a lot, went up to his grandparents cottage. I had thanksgiving dinner w his family, he came down for cornhuskin and loved it so much. He gave me flowers for my bday, which were so beautiful and also one stock in Coach...lol so cute. He had told me at one point he had loved me and i really do believe he did. Well things were going good, but things just went sour after a while. I soon realized he had a drinking problem and something he had to control. I confronted him a couple times and he admited to it, but did nothing to change it. Well he got pulled for a dwi at one point and so that was so lovely and we were suppose to go to las vegas, in like a week when this happened. oh so lovely....so we still went and this was the week before christmas and was out there for a couple days adn it was a lot of fun. If anyone remembers on the news, they talked about Vegas getting so much snow and had not had in such a long time (30 years i believe), yeah i was there...lol it was fun. :) Well, we exchanged christmas gifts and he got me 2 shirts and a coach wristlist :) i still love it!!!! lol I had gotten him a sweater from a store he liked (it was a green he has one other shirt in a similar color that i love on him) and cufflinks that look like post-stamps with airplans on it (two of his favorite things). Well not long after christmas, things just fell apart and it really hurted me and still does at times. I have gotten over it and i can talk to him, but we know how to push each other buttons REALLY well. lol WEll my parents found out about his dwi and want me do nothing with him. I dont feel comfortable around him if he drinks, bc i dont want to be around, but if he is not drinking, i have no issues. So, yeah.
Well i am still working at my office, got a pay cut, but that is it :\ OH WELL! OH the one exciting thing, is i purchased my own car!!! :) I have a Chrysler Sebring Convertible '08 bright red!!!! with tan interior and black top :) i love it. I didnt put anything down really, and i was able to get a loan with no co-signer. My credit was through the roof!!! :) woot woot So now the next goal, is find someone to share an apartment around here. I need out of my house bad!!!! my parents might drive me up a wall some days. so much double standards and just controled by them. I just hate it. i hate i have to answer to them, i am bloody 23 yrs old, almost 24 and i am answering to my parents as if i am 16!! annoying i tell you.
Well i am alost talking to 3 guys right now...lol i know PLAYER!! but really it is nothing, i am just chatting. I am not holding my breathe on anything. I just want the company of a guy, i just miss the little things, like cuddling and just company....i am not looking for any thing serious, but if it happens, it does, but i am not looking for it purposely. So yeah
I don't know what else to say. I am just working and going to AIGA things and everything else inbetween. I am just trying to be happy again, bc i know i am not at this point and i am working on it.
Well i am still working at my office, got a pay cut, but that is it :\ OH WELL! OH the one exciting thing, is i purchased my own car!!! :) I have a Chrysler Sebring Convertible '08 bright red!!!! with tan interior and black top :) i love it. I didnt put anything down really, and i was able to get a loan with no co-signer. My credit was through the roof!!! :) woot woot So now the next goal, is find someone to share an apartment around here. I need out of my house bad!!!! my parents might drive me up a wall some days. so much double standards and just controled by them. I just hate it. i hate i have to answer to them, i am bloody 23 yrs old, almost 24 and i am answering to my parents as if i am 16!! annoying i tell you.
Well i am alost talking to 3 guys right now...lol i know PLAYER!! but really it is nothing, i am just chatting. I am not holding my breathe on anything. I just want the company of a guy, i just miss the little things, like cuddling and just company....i am not looking for any thing serious, but if it happens, it does, but i am not looking for it purposely. So yeah
I don't know what else to say. I am just working and going to AIGA things and everything else inbetween. I am just trying to be happy again, bc i know i am not at this point and i am working on it.