I have climbed the highest mountain
I have sailed across the sea
I have wrestled with my demons
And woke up with only me
I have been around the block
Three times maybe four
And I think I deserve just a little more

In front of total strangers wont you kiss me
Flowers for no reason but you miss me
Oh I want to be in love
Youre standing on the doorstep in the ( Read more... )

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"All These Lives"

Doesn't come down when she calls,
"It's time for breakfast."
Momma can't get down those halls
Fast enough to see
Glass is sprayed across the floor
From the broken window.
She can't breathe anymore.
Can't deny what we know.

They're gonna find you, just believe.
You're not a person; you're a disease.

All these lives that you've been taking,
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Epiphany.  I grabbed my phone and went to call my mother.. and realized... oh wait I can't ( Read more... )

 [2x] So. its like 506am. And I am still awake.  But now much more awake.  I went for a stroll around Ze neighborhud. It was snowing.  So pretty. Came back home and made myself a nice big ol' bowl of icecream and cake, icecream-cake,.. then secured the premsis.... and trotted back to write back to you dear fellow.  Fuck this icecream is col'! This ( Read more... )

 So... the squeeling stopped.. incase any of you care.. see previous entry for details

 Okay. So its 416am... and I still havent slept... Just not my night i suppose.  My dog keeps kicking in his sleep.. my cat is snoring and all I can think about is how badly i want sex... Kinda awkward not gunna lie.. even writing about this.  I am so ridiculously fired up for sex right now and my bf is sooooooo far away... i suppose the distance ( Read more... )

 my icon describes me mood completely... ich bin mude... fick dich.  "woher bist du?" Ehhh ich bin Amerikerin... und dir? "du bist amerikerin?"  Ja... "Bis Bald."

lol thats my life.

i hate being american sometimes.

oh did i mention...

"Ich bin lesbe."  funny how well that one went over.

finding it hard to concentrate...hard to think... hard to talk to people.  I am not looking forward to this evening when emily and i talk about what was said between her and her father. I am infact terrified.  I am waiting for emily to get to her mandatory meeting..... jac arrived and she didnt... great.  I dont know why i worry so much.. but i do ( Read more... )