I had an...
Epiphany. I grabbed my phone and went to call my mother.. and realized... oh wait I can't.
I think that was one harsh moment of reality. I really hate life right now. My friends can call up there mom and give them an attitude whenever... and I just sit back and look at them... with anger usually. I know that teens dont usually mean the attitude but seriously... they are really lucky. If I had a chance to talk to my mom once more, I certainly wouldnt waste it giving her an attitude. I think I know what I would say to her if that chance ever arose (which it wont, but just humor me for a moment)..
"Mom, I dont want to live without you, but I will... becauase I know that is what you'd want for me. I love you."
That would probably be the jist of it. *shrug*
Guess thats all I wanted to tell you about.
I think that was one harsh moment of reality. I really hate life right now. My friends can call up there mom and give them an attitude whenever... and I just sit back and look at them... with anger usually. I know that teens dont usually mean the attitude but seriously... they are really lucky. If I had a chance to talk to my mom once more, I certainly wouldnt waste it giving her an attitude. I think I know what I would say to her if that chance ever arose (which it wont, but just humor me for a moment)..
"Mom, I dont want to live without you, but I will... becauase I know that is what you'd want for me. I love you."
That would probably be the jist of it. *shrug*
Guess thats all I wanted to tell you about.