"“It's quite an undertaking to start loving somebody. You have to have energy, generosity, blindness. There is even a moment right at the start where you have to jump across an abyss: if you think about it you don't do it.”
― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

I think it's more like a ghost
that's been following us both

something vague
that we're not seeing

something more
like a feeling

i love how when we talk about 23 year olds binge drinking, living with (and off of) their parents until 30, impulsively quitting shitty entry level jobs, we talk about "emerging adulthood" and quote research about the not-yet fully formed brain. but then when we talk about 19 year olds with gun charges, possession, or gang violence, the ( Read more... )

I started a new online journal and I don't think its working ( Read more... )

we were all in love, and we all got hurt

maybe you were all faster than me
we gave each other up so easily
and these silly little wounds will never mend
i feel so far from where i've been

put my injuries all in the dust
in my heart is the five of us

well now i'm confused
is this death really you?
do these dreams have any meaning?

no, no I think its more like a ghost
that has been following us both
something vague that we're not seeing

something more like a feeling

I canceled my therapy appointment today. I've gone twice ( Read more... )

I just wrote an entire blog entry and livejournal deleted it.

So fuck you livejournal. No more entries on this site... Blogspot is better.

I feel like I've reached a point in my life where i'm realizing the only people who lose at life, are the people who made it a competition in the first place.

happiness is a funny thing.