i broke my rule and its coming back to bite me in the ass. the rule itself is inconsequencial as much as the result. the result is me furthing wishing to be away from the high school envirnment that is the mall. the rule is not becoming interested in someone that works in the mall. theres a number of reasons why however number 1 is by far, if/ ( Read more... )

wow, 11 days dissapear quickly, thats for sure. i might have lost them like a set of keys but im not sure, havent found em yet. heres a few runon sentances ill look back and use for thearpy later, enjoy. in all of my upbrining, i was always taught to selflessly give, sometimes to the point of it hurting. not physically mind you however take ( Read more... )

its 11pm thurs nite, rock out. tired but motivated best describes the current situation. spent the past few days totally rearranging everything for a change and holy shit do i have a lot of stuff. dusty stuff mostly. feels sooo good to get the crap out, clean up the clutter, rearrange the furniture so that some chinese guy wont say im going to ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. computers:
   what can i say? im a geek.. hardcore. when new hardware comes out i have to read about it at least, usually i like to play with it too :) its so complex and facinating, on the simple level it does a simple task like add lots of numbers but the method it gets there is crazy complex.
2. michigan:
   for as much flack as ( Read more... )

how unusual, a mid afternoon post! nooners are always fun. i cant believe its the end of the summer already, a common thread in a lot of LJs i think. unlike a lot of these posts however i can say it was fun, busy and worthwhile. classes kept me busy but getting 13 creds outta the way is very nice indeed. after this semester, not far to go. ( Read more... )

im typing because i have really no other last resorts. im feeling quite behind and inadequate right now because a friend of mine ive known forever and a day is getting married and it just blew me out of the water. im so happy for her, its awesome she was able to wade thru the crap and find someone she doesnt mind spending the rest of her life ( Read more... )

*sigh* its been one week since you looked at me, cocked your head to the side and said 'im angry'. well not really but i cant believe its been a week since i got back from washington. a week already.. where the hell did it go? partially to school which i predict will be a total bore because of the less than stellar teachers that have decided to ( Read more... )

i have survived the unsurvivalable, or so ive been told. props to the people who called and wondered how i was doing, after awhile i shut my phone off cuz one to many people called needing help on something but the 20+ voicemails when i turned it back on was suprising. the trip back was pleasant sans atlanta again. another huge delay, almost ( Read more... )

finally situated at the hotel with internet access for the next 4 nites, w00t. the trip so far has been simple indescribable, but heres my attempt. over the course of the last 1500 miles, 4 states and countless moments everywhere, it simply refreshed my soul, if that makes sense. i saw things that pictures do no justice to. the rock croppings ( Read more... )

prepping for the trip mostly, not nearly as anxious as i was expecting because for some reason, before every major trip more than say 50miles i just get nervous, a serious case of the whatifs. maybe this trip is the one i dont come back from? ha, wouldnt that be crazy :P i loaded maps of cali, nevada, oregeon and washington all into the gps.. just ( Read more... )