what have i always said, i resort to the LJ when i need to type and things need to come out. its been a great few months, or however long since the last update but this are coming to a climax, a cusp if you will. this is the last semester of school and i pretty much maxed myself out because i wanted to get this crap done. and thats the problem, ( Read more... )

right now is one of the most calm moments of my life. i started the school semester easily and it quickly grew into a mass of chaos that i handled but it always felt just barely out of reach. not days or weeks of having a grasp on things, but quite litterly hours. right now however, im excited to get back to that because it means i will be that ( Read more... )

wonderful day, today was. slept well, had lunch with lauren, ran around saginaw like an old married couple looking for a vaccum cleaner and ended up reading odd advise from an overly proud male. and aparently, cutters cut because they can define the physical pain. it has a beginning and an end; unlike much of their nameless emotional pain that ( Read more... )

another breaking day, one that i dont know where the trainwreck started. but sadly, i know how it ended; with the phrase "i wont do this anymore". pathetically. over a txt msg. try to be civil to the girl but good lord that doesnt work; she doesnt know how to accept it. so she doesnt. how long can someone be coaxed into doing something, only ( Read more... )

8:09 out of bed ( Read more... )

ive been thinking long and hard about how depressing lj can be and how its more of a sounding board than anything, so ive decided to disable comments for the simple fact that i would only write posts with the hopes of garnishing large amounts of comments, hopefully something funny. but it soon started to worry me when i wouldnt so im making it ( Read more... )

8:09am out of bed ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in the car with my friend nick, and i think somewhere after the uncircumsized penis conversation but before the "she brought me ranch, therefor she must be the best at somethings" conversation, i was going on about budgeting stuff like money. realizing i have no need to budget for the time being, i said i had a rough time ( Read more... )

its moments like these i despise lj for the simple fact that its not face to face with someone. its 230am and i a bout of doubt and depression has hit. damnit i want someone to talk to and its not lj material... which means its specific. *sigh* have a good nite ladies and gentleman.

so i cant believe how freakin rich the somerset mall is in the detroit area. most normal stores we think of in a mall arent even ALLOWED there because it would lower the value. but on the plus side i got some new pants! and a shirt and an awesome windchime. and i do mean awesome. not at somerset tho, great lakes crossing ( Read more... )