juggling knives is hot, take the pain with the pleasure
how unusual, a mid afternoon post! nooners are always fun. i cant believe its the end of the summer already, a common thread in a lot of LJs i think. unlike a lot of these posts however i can say it was fun, busy and worthwhile. classes kept me busy but getting 13 creds outta the way is very nice indeed. after this semester, not far to go. class load this time around is ballstastic sans one security class but eh, necessary boredom. cant believe im hitting cedar point up a 2nd time this year, it had been many years since id been there last and now twice this year, rock out.
life perserver time
with the good comes the bad and this summer changed a few things but ultimately for the better. like i have a much stronger sense of direction now and less of the wandering feel. i actually know where im headed, something i dont think ive ever had.. at least to this degree. direction was easy when your young, get thru this grade and move onto the next. lather and rinse. the world outside conventionally structured public and private schools is so crazy, so liberating if you can handle it. i understand a lot of people like to be told what to do and excel at being lackeys. fuck that, never before has the fire burned at all, let alone this bright. its easy to relate to so many more people, to understand what motivates them and keeps them driven. hell, even knowing what keeps me entertained is a godsend.. damn that short attention span.. even things that have lost their appeal are sexy again :D like games, id die without my DS. anyway, same messed up world, yet another messed up and different view of it. you get what you put into it, karmas a bitch like that.
life perserver time
with the good comes the bad and this summer changed a few things but ultimately for the better. like i have a much stronger sense of direction now and less of the wandering feel. i actually know where im headed, something i dont think ive ever had.. at least to this degree. direction was easy when your young, get thru this grade and move onto the next. lather and rinse. the world outside conventionally structured public and private schools is so crazy, so liberating if you can handle it. i understand a lot of people like to be told what to do and excel at being lackeys. fuck that, never before has the fire burned at all, let alone this bright. its easy to relate to so many more people, to understand what motivates them and keeps them driven. hell, even knowing what keeps me entertained is a godsend.. damn that short attention span.. even things that have lost their appeal are sexy again :D like games, id die without my DS. anyway, same messed up world, yet another messed up and different view of it. you get what you put into it, karmas a bitch like that.