I HAVE ALWAYS RELIED ON OTHER PEOPLE'S STRENGTH ( Read more... )

I'm really off today. Could be a peak of hormones or just the absence of someone I've really emotionally depended on. It worries me everytime she disappears and I can't really concentrate. I have no zest. I still have no zest to this day. This is like an empty existence.

Many people say that happiness must come from within. I believe that. But the goal to achieve happiness that way is easier said than done. Of course, people find happiness in different things - usually superficial or even temporary. Sometimes, happiness depends on material things, activities (passions), and even in other people ( Read more... )

I've become so cynical...it's terrible.

Every year, it's the same old story. Every time, it's back to square one. Every day, there's that feeling of routine. There's nothing to look forward to ( Read more... )

I'm amazed that my childhood idol and my current mentor went to the same school for their post-grads with the same specialization. That is just so amazing.

Part of what our every day life is all about is that consuming thought that one day, we'll end up alone in this world. After all, death is inevitable. We just end up ignoring many little gestures - expressions of protection, care, and above all, love. Sometimes, you have to sit down and think about the things that you want in your life - of ( Read more... )

I think one of the hardest things to accept in life are things that you can't really control. Sometimes, there are things that you just want to have done differently. Sometimes, you wish you were a different person altogether. But at the end of the day, happiness is really a choice. A feeling that you have to psyche yourself to get used to ( Read more... )

For the past weeks, I've been dreading for this kind of day to come. It's actually here (and we'll see if it turns out worth dreading). It might actually turn out fine. Welcome to my world.

"You can't pamper yourself forever."

I should stop covering up my real wants just to appear sane and normal. :(