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So I broke up with him.
And he stood outside my door yelling my name, except nowhere near as seductively, soothingly as Stanley Kowalski.
I feel like today might be the day to go pick out my rat, but I have no way of carrying all the stuff back home. I'm all alone, and so torn. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him, don't want to ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm probably not coming back next year. I haven't told Andrew. I'm going to go home and do my Automotive Technician preapprentiseship. I can live with my Dad and save money, go to school in the city, not pay for it cause the government needs trades people desperately. I don't know how I feel about starting over, but its a challenge, and I've ( Read more... ) -
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ANDREW IS COMING!!! He's going to stay with me in Newmarket for five days and come back to Ottawa with me on the train. I am SO thrilled, I've missed him quite a bit at all this Christmas family stuff. I've been really busy and had alot of fun, so it hasn't been so bad, but I know he's going crazy. We're on the phone for hours every night, until 3: ( Read more... ) -
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I wanted to leave early, in 5 days because I can't make him ahppy any more and i have to leave here ( Read more... ) -
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It feels like its ending, we're both so unhappy, it just can't keep going on like this ( Read more... ) -
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Why yes, there is tension in the house! Excellent observation. Do you know WHY?
BECAUSE I CAN HEAR EVERYTHING YOU SAY ABOUT ME, OR OTHERWISE THROUGH MY GODDAMN DOOR.
Don't talk like I'm not there, because as much as you wish I wasn't, and as much as I wish I wasn't, I am.
But don't worry. I'm working on disappearing. Soon.
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I need out. Right now. I need out.
I can't handle this. No, I don't want to think about my living situation. No, I don't want an apartment.
No, I don't want to be at Carleton next year. Everything is different now, and I don't want to be here. But I don't want to be anywhere else. I just need to get away from all of this.
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Writer's Block: Ten for the Tenth
- Born to Run by Bruce Springsteen
- Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd
- Crime of the Century by Supertramp
- Harvest by Neil Young
- The '59 Sound by The Gaslight Anthem
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This is going to be a challenge, things are about to get very very difficult.
I have my very best friends to help me deal with this. And I have him.
We talked for 48 minutes on the phone about whats happening, and we're going to run away. He loves me, and I know that he won't let anything happen to me.
Tomorrow is going to be perfect, and then its ( Read more... )