Nov 28, 2008 13:44
It feels like its ending, we're both so unhappy, it just can't keep going on like this.
I'm reminiscing like its already over, but I'm not ready for that yet.
I just can't do anything right, can't give enough of myself, be loving and selfless and wonderful and all that.
I don't want it to end. I'm scared and might just go to bed until its all over. except the pillow still smells like his shampoo.