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Angel Colin
I met a guy named Eduardo Martel on a Fresno city bus when I was 16. He was the raving guy who kept talking about God. He started in the front of the bus and when each passenger got off he moved towards the back until he reached me. I got him to shut up by giving him my house number; he would never reach me because I was never home. I was too ( Read more... ) -
Moving To San Francisco
So we rolled into town Sunday and I started work on Monday. It was an Event Productions place I used to work for and I am assistant to the owner. The cool thing is that he asked what I knew how to do and he now wants me to use what I learned in school to add to the responsibilities I had before, so I get paid more. It's only 3/4 time but the ( Read more... ) -
Making it new again
Sometimes I think about life and it's twists and turns and am in awe of how easily it changes. There's been quite a bit that has happened this summer.of those things my wife being crazy and the psych meds pushing her to an edge that I no longer knew that I could stand, my boi could've left but didn't throughout it all, Death in the family, grief ( Read more... ) -
Being Grateful
I drove away from school last night and saw LIFE all around me. There were people walking these beautiful puppies along the sidewalk. Beauty. I've been reaching out to people around me to not allow myself to isolate with what's going on. This is good ( Read more... ) -
Moving Forward
So I took my excursion to San Francisco and returned to help K move out her apartment. I got to go on my break and off she went to California for a month to be able to take care of herself while Erin adjusts ( Read more... ) -
Confused
I have been having a hard time thinking about how I was raised and how difficult my household was to grow up in. My alcoholic, physically abusive dad picked grapes for a living to feed 9 children and was completely unemotionally available when he got home everyday. On top of a dad who liked to sit in his recliner after work not wanting to be ( Read more... ) -
Sappy
I'v been known to be a lot of things. Fortunately I've done plenty of being wild and partying in my youth. Depending on who you are, that could mean I was fun, mean, or creative. I've been said to be a good singer, although I am out of practice.
I'm actually on a weekend excursion at White Sands with Kelsey and Erin. Our little family listens to ( Read more... ) -
Lethargic
I left the house today and did the usual mundane activities on my day off from school. You see, usually I go to college on M,W until nearly dinner time and Friday is half day; that leaves me open to do a few things on Teusday and Wednesday this semester. I felt the usual pang of boredom as I realized I'd have to leave to do the usual food errands ( Read more... ) -
The car irritation
I don't know about anyone else but it irks me when I get in the car with others and they tell me which way to go, where to turn an how fast I should be going. I had such an incident this morning and I didn't like it very much and decided to say something about it. I was told that I should be grateful that I was getting directions so that I don't ( Read more... )
