one or several. so many. every day, every night, beautiful beautiful. where am i? friends are getting engaged, money and goods freely exchanged, and i go to see the rapping cowboy. and a circus school? where the hell did this come from ( Read more... )

i look at your life like it's somehow still in mine ( Read more... )

kerouac wandering the streets and coasts and freight trains, hitchiking, doing headstands, climbing mountains. reading haikus and drinking red wine and green tea in a little shack. rainbow gatherings, sweat lodges, burning man. treks up the lost coast, 3 days hikes to go surfing. blessed lakes at 10,000 feet. rainbows, waterfalls, migrating ( Read more... )

i have been distant and sad. distant mainly because i don't always want to share sad things. but i'm going to write something. i feel good when i can keep up on others, i bet some feel good to keep up with me ( Read more... )

it doesn't rain here all summer. i think that's one of the things that bugs me the most. it's just hot and hot and hot and sunny all day every day, every day exactly the same, i wake up, the morning is nice, i work and work, it gets hotter and hotter, i keep working, it's hot even when the sun goes down, i'm still working, then i pass out and do ( Read more... )

i keep looking around here trying to remember how it felt at first. because it's so comfortable now. i'm all wound up in things even. i think all these terrible thoughts about graham. i try to stop them when they come, i'm not sure quite why they do. nate said he is immature, but i know i have a lot of growing to do as well ( Read more... )

the sooner i sleep, the sooner i'll wake up and be on my way home. why am i putting it off ( Read more... )

let me just tell you, that yesterday was the best birthday i have ever had. let me number the good things that have been happening lately ( Read more... )

truly, i have the best cat in the world ( Read more... )

my hands are weather beaten and it's only been 3 weeks. they are rough and sunburned and have lots of cuts. my face and scalp are sunburned also ( Read more... )