are you made out of stone, or are you made out of gold?

Jun 11, 2005 00:22

i keep looking around here trying to remember how it felt at first. because it's so comfortable now. i'm all wound up in things even. i think all these terrible thoughts about graham. i try to stop them when they come, i'm not sure quite why they do. nate said he is immature, but i know i have a lot of growing to do as well.

we went to a bar tonight and i dunno, i can't do that scene very well. and i want to freaking make out with someone already! i have a poorly planned crush on my boss. but i tend to fall in love with whoever i am around all the time. either that or we slowly drive one another insane. mmmhmm...

i have thought of jake, and dave, and ian, and hatfield. the crystal ship was playing as we left the bar. that song is only associated with jake to me.

i am happy though. life is fun. i am fun. my new friend stacy is fantastic. we're going to have a zaireeka party.

i've decided i'm going to new zealand/ in january. for a year. yup.

sleepy, but something in myu head keeps me from letting go. but i want to so much
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