just a perfect day
one or several. so many. every day, every night, beautiful beautiful. where am i? friends are getting engaged, money and goods freely exchanged, and i go to see the rapping cowboy. and a circus school? where the hell did this come from?
sam is so wonderful. so loving. we are more in love each day and night. i love his family, especially his brother who is much closer to my age, though still older. it is nice, though maybe i'm a little overexcited. but as i meant, we grow closer and happier, together every moment and still glad. we're headed back to cali soon, then i'll be on my way east. i remembered last year's eastern trip today, how fun it was in new york and philly, how i absolutely love that i can visit a place and people will go out of their way to come hang out, and it's a party. yeah, that's why many of those friends feel so good out there. there are more than a few friends in chicago who i love but who can never be bothered to make time or show love. but they are still beautiful.
so sam's going to belize in february and he'll likely hang out in the south until april. i'm living with vita in march in arizona. and i have possibilities for may, jun, and july. but i would hate to still be in a relationship and be apart all that time. it's a silly thought to entertain, but you know me. more and more, we feel like extending this, and he wants me in bellingham with him next summer, helping to create the circus school, hanging out. i could garden. they have a horse. and chickens. we would grow mushrooms. i could work at the co-op. maybe even brcoma a yoga instructor and get really strong and learn acrobatic tricks and poi and contact juggling. and become a dula, i heard a rumor that bellingham has excellent spiritual midwifery classes.
so.
ah!
i really didn't expect this.
but i'm happy!
sam is so wonderful. so loving. we are more in love each day and night. i love his family, especially his brother who is much closer to my age, though still older. it is nice, though maybe i'm a little overexcited. but as i meant, we grow closer and happier, together every moment and still glad. we're headed back to cali soon, then i'll be on my way east. i remembered last year's eastern trip today, how fun it was in new york and philly, how i absolutely love that i can visit a place and people will go out of their way to come hang out, and it's a party. yeah, that's why many of those friends feel so good out there. there are more than a few friends in chicago who i love but who can never be bothered to make time or show love. but they are still beautiful.
so sam's going to belize in february and he'll likely hang out in the south until april. i'm living with vita in march in arizona. and i have possibilities for may, jun, and july. but i would hate to still be in a relationship and be apart all that time. it's a silly thought to entertain, but you know me. more and more, we feel like extending this, and he wants me in bellingham with him next summer, helping to create the circus school, hanging out. i could garden. they have a horse. and chickens. we would grow mushrooms. i could work at the co-op. maybe even brcoma a yoga instructor and get really strong and learn acrobatic tricks and poi and contact juggling. and become a dula, i heard a rumor that bellingham has excellent spiritual midwifery classes.
so.
ah!
i really didn't expect this.
but i'm happy!