Apr 01, 2005 22:50
my hands are weather beaten and it's only been 3 weeks. they are rough and sunburned and have lots of cuts. my face and scalp are sunburned also.
tonight i got the call i hoped i'd get, from nick, libby, jon, joan, tim, molly, and charlie. they were all at the winery. i miss them all so much. i cried a little. but charlie was right, he said, kelli mae, you're in california, you don't want to be in decatur. this is true, but i do miss my friends. this place is wonderful and perfect, but it's not like it's *my* heaven. i will probably meet more people and all will be well in some time. but damn, there are just so many beautiful people in chicago and decatur, it's sort of unbelieveable.
so yeah, tonight's a little sad. but hopefully dave will be here tomorrow. at least i think so. and i might be able to take a train to see him for $5. so that's phenomenal.
teleporting how much longer do i have to wait for you?!?!