I did it.
I got tattoed!!!!

I got heart, because I love what it originally meant to me, and what soldified it was the lyric "they got ambition, I got heart." (cause now I got heart, on my wrist mothafuckaaaaahs!)
but also, in the letters of heart, I have hidden letters. 
The "H" = J & K
the "A"= D
the "T" = L

for my cousins and best friend's names.
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I feel like something is wrong, and I don't even know what it is. And that scares me. A lot ( Read more... )

On the not so good front: me and Danielle will most likely never talk again. I am so fucking done trying to be her friend, trying to get her to talk to me. I mean there are only so many times that someone can push me the fuck away before I just back off completely. It all escalated into a really big fight over text message because, of course, she ( Read more... )

My cousin lisa lives on a farm, complete with a barn, two horses (one of which is mine) and tons of barn cats ( Read more... )

Alright, this might be a long entry, I don't know. But since I have a real computer with a real keyboard at my disposal, I am going to relish every second of it lol.

So major family drama: I won't go into too many details beacuse it is not fair for the people involved, but... the past has a way of showing its ugly face in moments that you least ( Read more... )

so last night I had a series of weird dreams. It seems like this past week, everything that I have been dreaming has been weird and off. But it keeps my mind entertained so I'll go with it lol ( Read more... )

so road trip went a.o.k ( Read more... )

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so my mom came to my cousin Lisa's yesterday. i was not happy to say the least. I left to get away from a lot of shit, and then boom it's practically getting thrown in my face by everyone I know. they are telling me to talk to her and blah blah, but the thing is, right now, I'm not ready to talk to her. I feel my time. Because I did talk to her for ( Read more... )

alright, so here goes. another entry as another boring day passes me by ( Read more... )