May 05, 2009 11:29
Alright, this might be a long entry, I don't know. But since I have a real computer with a real keyboard at my disposal, I am going to relish every second of it lol.
So major family drama: I won't go into too many details beacuse it is not fair for the people involved, but... the past has a way of showing its ugly face in moments that you least expect them. It just resulted in a confrontation that was premature, things were said, and a relationship or two, effectively destroyed. but hey, I am used to this by now.
I grew up not knowing any one of my cousins after the age or 5, (on father's side) due to a huge blow out between Ilan (father) and his brothers and sisters. So they just took Fiona (sister) and me out of that family basically. So I understand alienation, and it doesn't even shock me anymore. which should shock me, but it doesn't.
Anyways, It felt like things might get back to normal, but I don't think that the word normal can be used in this circumstance. Who knows anymore. The only person that I am truly concerned about in this situation is Katlin. She is my blood. we might not have the same blood type or anything, but she is me. We share so much. Except for hair color, eye color, height, and bra size.
And she has a REALLY big bigtoe. like huge. I like to poke fun at it. But I never poke IT. you do not touch the toe.
Last night, I am in bed reading a book at like 10 p.m., cause that's how I roll. And the twin texts me saying that there is a huge fire near my house and the road that the bus usually goes down is blocked off.
so I am like WHATTTTTTTT, is my dog okay?!?!? I guess I was worried about my mom too (but shhh) and my dvd collection.
So I had no idea, but she said that it looked like it was at the other end of the street :
DIAGRAM:
+-----FIRE-------------#
..*....
I live in the pound sign, and the fire was more near the plus sign. I talked to my friends who lives in the star sign, and apparently the group of townhouses where the fire was, something blew up in someone's basement that subsequently set fire to all the other houses in that like "package" of houses. so shit.
it was totally a methlab that blew up. has to be. it makes sense... in my head.
SO, in conclusion of that part, my dog and dvd collection (and mom) are okay.
but seriously, not cool.... I got a bit freaked out yesterday.
but it's nothing compared to:
TWIN IS LEAVING TO GO TO ATLANTA NEXT WEEK TO SEE BOYFRIEND!!!!!
omgomgomgomgomgomg. you don't udnerstand how big this is. I don't even think that I can understand how big this is. She was freaking out sooooo much last night, and I wanted to race over to her house... but it would have taken me five or so hours lol. damn you ontario!
so she was having a hard time breathing, and then running around her room grabbing clothes and throwing them in a pile. and then we were making a list of what she would need. It was the best conversation ever because I got to be there for the freak out. and on account of this big big big news, I think that the twin really needs her Ben Affleck (me) so I am coming home earlier than anticipated. I am going to be happy to be able to use internet all day, everyday. I am not going to be happy to be back with people that I don't like... but it has to be that way.
hahah, as I was writing this, she just called me. we have a connection beyond words.
whoawhoawhoa, I just got hung up on. whatever, I will survive.
Um, so this is all that I had to say I think, drama, fire, naval boyfriend... yup that covers it all. I am going to go and shower soon and pretty my hair up so I can start working on Kristalyn's Birthday present. (that will be late, because I am slwo at what I am making you.)
sorry, to make this the longest entry on the face of the earth.
katlin,
twin,
cousin,
fire