work : the decision last time was either say FUCK IT or CHANGE.  a week after the 1st time my boss had a talk with me, she had another.  I started in the FUCK IT phase 1= vaguely telling my boss they need to get to know me, she's handicapping them by not making them talk to me, and this isn't the job I want in the next 5 yrs.  after the weekend I ( Read more... )

Hello....helloooo....is anybody out there?

I feel like I am rarely on Lj anymore.  I became addicted to Fb.  People tried to get me into MySpace but forgot my password and was too confused of the layout so I quite.  but I'm glad you still write, so I can catch up on your life.

Jessie update
- Still living in Hudsonville in a townhome with Jon.
- Still ( Read more... )

I thought I saw my nemesis in the cafeteria at work last night. Woman looked just like her: red hair, heavy set, no distinguishing characteristics (no neck, shoulders, waist, hips, legs)like a ball, pale and freckly. My stomach still knotted up and I was ready to start the death glare! It was not her. She doesn't work at my hospital she works at ( Read more... )

I am antsy! I don't wanna be here, but I don't know where I wanna be. Here, where is here, don't know. State of mind, state of place, all the above. Yeah it's that time again, when I feel suffocated (sp?) with the monotony of life and I just wanna do something sporatic ( Read more... )

I think you're attracted to someone for their qualities. When you like the qualities in a woman or she in you, either of you consider dating the other, because that's how sociologically we learned. (if you date the opposite gender). If you like the qualities in a man or he in you, you never consider dating each other, you just become friends. ( ( Read more... )

Ulcer gone- stomach still really really painful at umbilicus (bellybotton) when lightly pressed. forced to drink Barium contrast. ICK! CT of abdomin/pelvis= nothing, so no cancer. consult for a GI Dr. in august ( Read more... )

church, Nikkia, blackout curtains, windchimes, laundry, chicken fajita wrap better tasting and healthier than Applebees (shh...no one tell Matt shhh), phone call from mom- in EL friend lost keys-Can u drive us home?, planting flowers, holey ol' soccer socks, keys found, facebook, Wings game (FUCK!), spaced out, Infidel (excellent book so far), ( Read more... )

I didn't realize how infrequent I post on here anymore ( Read more... )

Sat March 3rd: Friend's Wedding in East Lansing.

Anyone wanna hit up Maggie's or somewhere else afterwards?

Wedding starts at 3pm-reception following so I figured we'd be outta there 10-12m area if not earlier.

The Job Application Update ( Read more... )