You are the owner of your own Happiness
Hello....helloooo....is anybody out there?
I feel like I am rarely on Lj anymore. I became addicted to Fb. People tried to get me into MySpace but forgot my password and was too confused of the layout so I quite. but I'm glad you still write, so I can catch up on your life.
Jessie update
- Still living in Hudsonville in a townhome with Jon.
- Still getting married July 5th (although lately we fight more. he's not happy with something.....not sure what.....but I have dealt with that before and know that I cannot fix it. You are the owner of your own happiness. he better fix it fast- hence why wedding plans are kinda on pause)
- Bought a dress. it's lovely- got it in ludington for $300 less, much better! http://www.alfredangelo.com/index.cfm/fuseAction/COLLECTIONS.productDetail/fromAdvancedSearch/0/productID/cd13f074-c94a-43e9-9e56-03504eb647de/categoryID/6eb1ddbe-45d0-4d16-93d6-ca5ded5c84d6
- Got a dog- her name is Dora. She's a little beagle (18lbs little) and wont' grow anymore. Jon jokingly called her Dora cuz she's a little explorer, and I made it stick. So whenever someone says "dora? like the explorer?" I laugh laugh laugh and Jon frowns. Although she can be a little naughty I love her to pieces. She will go for runs but then snuggle during movies.
- Still working as a Supervisor. kinda tired of it now. boss pulled me into her office for the first time for constructive feedback last week. she told me that some of my new employees don't feel supported and I need to be more personal. she tried to Instruct me how to do so. this from a woman who's employees called her a cold hearted dike only months ago. all her tips are things I already do and more. she has no answers. I have a choice now: I can say Fuck them and continue how I am and I am sure they will see they are wrong (since the main reason I got this position is b/c staff felt I was a teamplayer and sacrificed for others) or I could seek out what it is. I have yet to decide what I will do. I know what I should do, but this position is so emotionally draining. Everyone's issues are mine because I am their supervisor. That sucks. Sometimes I wish I would have chosen the Road more traveled- gone to day shift as a regular nurse. Damn Robert Frost.
- Realized the other day my best friend is my mother. Jon is second. Which is alright- guess just different. In high school we (my mom and I) didn't get along at all, I was pretty hurtful to her.
- Saw Tina for the first time in a year (is that right- maybe more). We walked in the Susan Komen Breast cancer walk. haven't seen Matt since I left for mexico........when was that!?!?
Miss you guys! Hope we're doing something this winter to meet up again!
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