Today i went to see shira for the first time in a long ass time and we had a long indepth talk about a lot of things and we aren't broken up kause that sounds final but moreless we are seperated for the time being. I really dont know what happen and how we got back this way but im not gonna try and find out im just happy we did. Theresa is still my ( Read more... )

well now that i'm back from hell i guess i can talk a lil and express my thoughts im mean its the name of my journal. well first off My first love and i broke up after 2years and it hurt but hey i always said if i cant make you happy then i'll step aside and well i see someone is making her happy i never thought it would get there but it did and ( Read more... )

Well me and the love of my life have broken up again and well it hurts like a bitch cause i love her with all my heart, and it hurts to think of all the things we said to each other and now it feels as if its the complete opposite. What the hell is going on we just got back together and things were so good and we even had a long drawn out ( Read more... )

i used to be so happy and now all these double standards happen, and well i thought that we were fine and i wasnt talking to any other female but still its like i might as well did kause once again im being blamed for doing so. is it kause you dont talk to me and you figure i must be spending my time with another? is it just guilt? are you ( Read more... )

well i know how you really feel towards me instead of the things you say in person. i guess its my fault for just now looking on here, but then again everything is my fault i fucked your life up and now im the person bringing you down. so i guess you said all you had to say and your gonna do what you wanna do well thats what it is. if you didnt ( Read more... )

$hira is in greenwood with my cousin now and well things are good. i helped her move and spent the entire weekend with my love and it was wonderful. Now we see we can co-exist with each other and sleep and wake up with each other. It was sad the day i had to leave cause i did want to stay and well it hurt a lil to see her cry but she knows im not ( Read more... )

ok this is crazy cause im finally realizing that MY shira is leaving for school just like i did last year only she will be living with my cousin. The other crazy thing is that we are back together i usually dont give people a second chance but if feels like we never left each other so its good. I love her so much and i hope that she will b able ( Read more... )

Things are looking better and better each day that goes by. Love is showing more and more that she wants to be with me and it makes me happy. I just dont know what to say i mean i've waited on this for so long and even though we separted when SHE broke up with me!!!! I still loved her and all my feelings from when things was perfect are coming back ( Read more... )

well me and s have resolved things and started on the journey to pursue our love and happieness again only i still piss her off and its not intentinal. I sometimes wonder if im what she really wants or is she settling cause she hasnt found what she does want. i kno she says that she loves me and wants to b with me for the rest of our God given days ( Read more... )

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