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well now that i'm back from hell i guess i can talk a lil and express my thoughts im mean its the name of my journal. well first off My first love and i broke up after 2years and it hurt but hey i always said if i cant make you happy then i'll step aside and well i see someone is making her happy i never thought it would get there but it did and well life is a bitch sometime. second i got in a wreck and fucked my car up a lil but the good news is i will probably b getting another one so thats a plus but before that i blew a tired then i wrecked and then my spare blew what a fuckin good two days right? the wreck was said to b my fault even though technically it wasnt. Have i moved on? well its hard but i have a friend to talk to if that counts and she makes me smile when we talk she even has sent a card already i was a lil shocked but things are moving and im still on the down but im slowly rising though. The good thing is i smile, laugh a lot more now. The poems the e-greetings make me feel special when before i felt like shit like i was worthless like i wasnt good enough. Its really interesting cause we are going through the same situation only her past relationship was 3 instead of 2 years. Its crazy but hey my locks are getting a lil longer and they look a hell of a lot better then when i first started. My father and i have talked a lot and we are on very good terms. I can't wait for State's Homecoming game my homie Swiss is coming down and some more friends as well. Im still waiting to get out my peoples house so im bout to get another job. my friend kenyottia told me to apply at her job cause they are always hiring and they pay pretty good. The best part is you can move up and your pay can increase over a span of a few months so thats always a plus.I pray that my days get better im tired of the bullshit im going through right now.