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ok this is crazy cause im finally realizing that MY shira is leaving for school just like i did last year only she will be living with my cousin. The other crazy thing is that we are back together i usually dont give people a second chance but if feels like we never left each other so its good. I love her so much and i hope that she will b able to balance everything and not b overwhelmed with school work and me. I want to b her joy always not a problem. I know she loves me by the things she say and do now im just scared she will change more and not want to be with me anymore. She is my companion and i confide in her with everything that goes on with me regardless of whether i tell her things right after they happen or a lil later she will know. I want her to become Mrs. Jarius Octavis Jones . Shira is my world and i put that on my life. I know she will b an hour away but i believe our love is strong enough that distance will only make us stronger this go around. We both have cars and hopefully i will move in with my other cousin in downtown cola. so i will have the freedom to see her when i please and vice versa. I really can see my self with her for the rest of my God given time on this earth and dont regret the reconection at all. She is more understanding and show's her feelings more now. I feel really good about this relationship. I dont know what it is about her that im so drawn to but whatever it is im glad i found her. Not to many people can say that they are still in love with there highschool sweetheart after all the trials and tribulations we've been through. Shira is truly the love of my life.