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Poll regrets

hmmm,,, lets see,,, nothin new really.. Heres my routine that has been the same pretty much ever since i got clean,,,, wake up at 11:15 every morning, smoke a cigarette, check my email and the numerous web pages im on, then head out to my homegroup,,, get there by five til noon,, smoke another cigarette before the meeting,, meeting til 1pm, then ( Read more... )

Im at work, and we are slow as shit, and i dont have any prep to do.Im bored out of my fucking skull. Id much rather be home sleeping or at the fair or having sex.. oh, did i just say that? anyways, yeah, im bored, and i just thought i would share that with everyone. the end

I just heard this song that reminded me of my time in Arizona. So, i ( Read more... )

hmmm, well, i figured i should update since ive been doing it more often lately, but i really dont have much to say. Work was better today. I was informed of my 100 dollar bonus this month. Not much, but it helps. Umm, what else... well, today was day six in a row at work without a day off. thats 57 hours so far in the last 6 days. Tomorrow will ( Read more... )

wow,, what a night. I really cant find words right now. I just got my fucking ass kicked at work. We were slow for most of the night until about 8:15. Then the gates of hell broke open and a severe beating upon the kitchen staff was unleashed. It was punshing, relentless, and not a whole lot of fun. I was pumped and ready for tonight too... but, ( Read more... )

Im on some kind of roll with this updating thing. So, since i updated last, umm, nothing too exciting has happened. I guess thats a good thing actually. I think ive been moving into this "been there done that" mode, where i really dont even desire anything too exciting. I mean yeah, i still want to have fun but it seems like its old people kinda ( Read more... )

OK, so, i found a bunch of pics of me when i was still using. Some of them are pretty bad,,, so, im gonna post some and then post some of me clean to show the comparison.. My physical appearance alone has changed dramaticaly.

Heres the ones of me still using behind a cut

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oh my fucking god, im exhausted. I worked 10 hours last night and exactly 11.57 hours today. Today really kicked my ass. Last night i was feeling it, i was in my groove, on my game.. i think i spent all my energy last night, so tonight i was definitely not on my game. It didnt go too bad though. We got through it. My voice is shot from yelling out ( Read more... )