i dont know how to prioritize ( Read more... )

hey! guess what!?! in the past 2 weeks guess how many showers i have taken?????
who is gonna be the big winner? i have a good prize for the first person who guess' right haha.

I have tons going through my head but it has gotten to the point where its just too much to write down.
i need to write things down because soon my memory will be nearly nothing.

im tipsy
im about to go to a show
and im listening to
david bowie
we could be heros
and its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
fucking good.
listen to it.

im taking huge steps backwards.
im done trusting people.

the hardest thing for me to learn is how to deal with my feelings without self medicating. i just dont see any other way out.

well took that pill i was saving.
now im feeling...
pretty good.
ahhhhh.

IM BORED.

im having trouble being responsible ( Read more... )

am i fooling myself? i mean i know exactly whats going on. how you feel, how i feel. is it wrong for me not to tell you what i feel just because im scared? or should i just keep my mouth closed cause amybe then it'll keep you around a little longer? this is the first time i have ever had any doubt about this, what ever this is. and its kind of just ( Read more... )

i cant ever sleep lately ( Read more... )