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am i fooling myself? i mean i know exactly whats going on. how you feel, how i feel. is it wrong for me not to tell you what i feel just because im scared? or should i just keep my mouth closed cause amybe then it'll keep you around a little longer? this is the first time i have ever had any doubt about this, what ever this is. and its kind of just hitting me like a ton of bricks. i cant control how i feel, how much i feel and who i feel it for. or maybe i can but i just dont know how. im confused as to what to do. knowing myself i will probably just keep my mouth closed. but i dont know how long that will last.
i just wanna go to sleep.
i just wanna go to sleep.