smokin cigarettes and watchin captian kangaroo

[jenniexsyndrome]

i dont know how to prioritize.
i know that nearly everything single thing i like doing is counter productive in some way or another.
if i could just think straight.
not about alcohol or drugs or cigarettes or sex or money.
if those 5 things somehow made their way out of my everyday life then i would be a totally different person.
maybe responsible?
ha can you imagine that.
its just to hard to give up on anything right now.
living here, its all i have to look forward to.