Why couldn't I have realized how absolutely mad you drive me before I fell in so deep? 
I haven't heard from you in a week and I'm going insane. 
I wish I didn't miss talking to you so much. 
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I'm going to vent.

I know this girl.
She's a friend of mine. Sort of. 
And she's seeing a married man.
Not only is she seeing a married man. It's been set up by her Dom and she's supposed to see another guy as well, maybe two. So it's this whole network of knowledge of this twenty year old girl seeing this thirty something year old man who has a ( Read more... )

So here's my life ( Read more... )

Fuck cellphones. Fuck t-mobile ( Read more... )

I wonder if you understand ( Read more... )

Leaves

“Close your eyes.” and I do
I sit on the grassy shore of a stream of clear blue, minus the fish.
I was always fond of fish.
There are leaves, she says so, so it has to be true.
“Watch them,” she says, “they just drift along down the stream.”
I struggle to watch them,
but then you’re sitting next to me.
I grin.
“Hi Princess.” and you kiss me.
Once, ( Read more... )

I am dying. Slowly. I think. Not sure. The jury's still out ( Read more... )

Le Man doesn't seem so awesome anymore because a. he really only talks to me when it's convenient for him, which happens to be... not very often. I understand that people get busy, but I wish I was at least important enough to him that he could be like "Hey, I have a lot of things to do and I'm not going to be able to talk so much." b. he won't ( Read more... )

So, I'm going to a party in about two hours ( Read more... )

I am sitting in my room. There are six other people in here, including one staff member from the second floor, who are playing Egyptian rat screw. I am sitting on my bed and I'm looking at my naughty, spanking tumblr and my fetlife page while all the vanillas are in the middle of my room playing this card game. It makes me laugh. It's also way more ( Read more... )