My life is built around you and I don't know how to step away without shattering, But even now, as you're still holding me up, I'm starting to crack and you're the reason I'm cracking. You can hurt me like no one else and this, this thing you're doing, is causing me to break. There was a time where I felt important to you, but now I don't. I feel ( Read more... )

“You know,” she said softly, ”I like you.” She sat on one end of a green sofa with her knees pressed to her chest with her chin resting on top. He looked up from his book and cocked his head to the side with his eyebrows raised.

“I’m glad to hear that,” he replied with a lilt of laughter in his voice. She wrinkled her nose,

“Don’t laugh. I’m serious ( Read more... )

I worry about the things I think. I worry about the things I write. They are dark or disastrous. They all have rape or death or pain of some sort. The serious things I write, not just the short cute things, or the fetish things and one shots. The thirteen page final paper I turned in for my writing class last spring had incest and rape, cannibalism ( Read more... )

SO, I got kissed ( Read more... )

So. It's over with the guy. Which is okay. He is kind of a douche. At least I didn't fuck him. 

I'm leaving today for Oregon. 
That's where he lives. 
I might see him. 
Might
I haven't heard from him since Saturday, which probably means nothing because it's not uncommon to not talk to him for days and days, I mean... we went more than two weeks. 
I understand why he's been missing in action so much.
I just hope that I get to see him.
I'm going to be ( Read more... )

I am a virgin. I'm not really ashamed of it, I actually do not give a fuck. I'm kind of afraid of having sex, so the whole being a virgin thing is not a bother to me. So I am going down to where the man who I'm currently ... into or... like or completely hung up on? I don't know something along those lines, lives in five days. Not to see him ( Read more... )

In six hours, I will be twenty. 
Wow. 

So after two weeks of stress and worrying, I finally am okay. I'm still concerned about a few papers that are due at the end of the week and after the conversation with my mother this morning before I left to return to college that basically boiled down to "You need to pass your classes and a C is not passing" I'm not so sure how I'm going to ( Read more... )

When it snows, she will undoubtedly wake up first. She always does. You will be none the wiser until she jumps on you, squealing, “Daddy!” and tugging at your blankets. Slowly, open one eye to peer at her before muttering, “Too early,” and rolling back over. This will not please her

“No, Daddy. You have to get up,” she will insist. Sigh heavily and ( Read more... )