I've been ignoring not only livejournal but also my life lately, so if there was no reply to your message or something i'm sorry and i will get back to it soon ( Read more... )

Such a weird day I had with all the ups and downs.
It started like a normal day me waking up at 1 pm.
Then my mum and sister decided to call our favourite cousin who lives back in our home country. I told them not to give the phone to me, because I didn't want to talk, and I knew I would cry if I heard their voices since I miss them so much.
But no ( Read more... )

Let's just say I really need to scream. Since I can't, I am gonna write them. So criticize me as a stupid, sad, cutter teenager as you  (people in general) often do, but I am gonna write whatever I want anyway. So here goes:

I feel like shit.
Today I slept most of the time. Then at one point I was listening to music and reading a book, trying to ( Read more... )

1-lose some weight until summer. at about 3-4 kilos.
2-read more.
3-play guitar more = get much MUCH better at it.
4-spend less. MUCH less. (not that i was spending much, but just cause)

ahh i don't think i will stick to them that well. but will try my best!

Feeling slightly better I started the first day of 2009 ( Read more... )