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Feeling slightly better I started the first day of 2009.
However, that feeling of feeling completely blank, sad, and tired came soon enough.
I had few laughs having breakfast out with my mum and sister and sister's fiancee. But now here we go again with sadness.
It doesn't help that my dad totally ignored me either. I was beginning to tell him (over msn messenger) that I don't really feel good, and I was really sad how my brother told me he was gonna come to the states and take me to nyc to look for sublets and schools, and spend time with me and then he just didn't come, destroying my holiday plans, that my dad said 'oh sorry and i gotta go now - bye'
That's just great. Even my dad can't take me.
Ah whatever, I am just gonna ignore everything for today.
Just wanted to right something for today. Got not much to write. I'll probably go sleep again... Got nothing better to do. If my guitar came (it had a crack so it's being fixed now) I would feel better playing it. Anyway so yea...
Peace out if there's anyone who is reading this seeing I have 0 friends... hah...
Bye anyways!
However, that feeling of feeling completely blank, sad, and tired came soon enough.
I had few laughs having breakfast out with my mum and sister and sister's fiancee. But now here we go again with sadness.
It doesn't help that my dad totally ignored me either. I was beginning to tell him (over msn messenger) that I don't really feel good, and I was really sad how my brother told me he was gonna come to the states and take me to nyc to look for sublets and schools, and spend time with me and then he just didn't come, destroying my holiday plans, that my dad said 'oh sorry and i gotta go now - bye'
That's just great. Even my dad can't take me.
Ah whatever, I am just gonna ignore everything for today.
Just wanted to right something for today. Got not much to write. I'll probably go sleep again... Got nothing better to do. If my guitar came (it had a crack so it's being fixed now) I would feel better playing it. Anyway so yea...
Peace out if there's anyone who is reading this seeing I have 0 friends... hah...
Bye anyways!