AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm done...so done. I'm tired of picking up everyone's slack. Being this person who must come to the rescue cuz no one else knows what to do. This GSA is going to crumble once the group that was here with me freshman year leaves...Not smoking is making this worse, but i cant, too much work done already to slip. I dont feel like ( Read more... )

just an uknown outlet to ppl around me. Its my roomates birthday and i'm not going to spoil his day with my friends because of this. I'm tired of getting hurt, maybe i'm just being paranoid...maybe he will contact me...then again this type of thing has happened before. last week i told myself i was going into "love lockdown", be married to my ( Read more... )

its like clockwork, every year at this time i am just down ( Read more... )

busy as hell...like "why the hell did i take 18 hours" kind of busy!

ready for a slow down already!

I did get the internship at walgreens so I will be working there this summer :) so excited about that

Im just really in the dumps right now. i went to the dentist yesterday cuz i could finally afford to. it cost me almost $200 just for xrays, and it was a matter of not really what needs to be done, but what DOESNT need to be done. I hate myself cuz of the way my teeth look, and its not like i neglected them, I guess i have bad genes, i dont know, ( Read more... )

poem i wrote, whether good or bad, it was my thoughts at the time ( Read more... )

been a fun and interesting weekend. saturday was the UCM homecoming parade and our GSA, queers and allies, was in the parade. our float was awesome and i think we got a good response, i mean someone said they saw a few odd looks but overall pretty positive. last night greco had a halloween party along with 5 million bday parties with it lol it ( Read more... )

i have never had a dream in which when i woke up i felt like bursting into tears. i had a dream with him in it. it felt so real, i woke up and could fall back to sleep but just cried. i hate how emotional i am being. It just felt so damn real, it was like things were going to be...ugh.

another busy week for me.

just listened to this song and it kinda hits to home right now ( Read more... )

im getting so annoyed with one of my roomates....lauren is so lazy, slobbish and just complains constantly. i love her to death but honestly im beginning not to like her like i used to. our lease is up in may, i am really debating either rooming with thomas if he is going to stay or get a place of my own if i can afford it here ( Read more... )