I hate him for leaving me...i have him for leaving me when i need him the most...i hate him because i loved him soo much that it hurts thats he gone...how could u just drop someone like there nuthing?? he was suppose to be there...i guess its just gotta be goodbye..

my heart has been cut..but you broke into a million pieces ( Read more... )

Why am i not content...i dont get it...i have this awful feelin in my gut and i have no idea from what....i have anxiety attacks in the car...why...my life is amazing...i have the most wonderful family even though they drive me insane most of the time my parents are better than any parnets i kno....besides bethys lol....speakin of..i have the most ( Read more... )

Today was a good day...i just luve my girlies there the best...thers still something missing in my heart...man im cheessy....lol but its true theres no other real way of putting it....i hate myself for always having crushes on the ones that dont even know i exist...or the boys thatll break my heart when there not even my boyfriend just a friend... ( Read more... )

some dyas im fine and some days i just wanna cry like over freakin commercials and cheesy wb shows....i hate that part of it....loneliness is the suckiest feelin ever...theres so much my girlies can do for me and trust me they do...there amazing...but i miss my boys...i miss the days that i could just hug someone for an hour a guys hug is just ( Read more... )

Well 2006 has started out pretty good especially the best birthday bash ever...thnks to my cuteboats and i love you all for remmebering well those who did anyways....i hope this year continues with a good streak....my aunties weddings coming up and i have to write a speech im so blank on what to say cuz i want it to be all about her but it has to ( Read more... )

I'm over it and love it....the best feelin in the world its to finally realize its ok to let go and nto cry about it or think about how it will affect u later im just over it.....my birthday is coming up and im soooo excited because im going to be going to the happiest place on earth with the people i love the most....how cool is that...its a new ( Read more... )

Well i guess this year is coming to an end....its been a prtty up and down roller coaster..there was points where i couldve been on a cloud in heaven and points where i was fallin so fast i couldnt grab anything to help me hold on. over all it was an...ok year....im not one for new years revolution really but i feel this year its a big must... ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

why cant i live my life the way i want....why does he thnk its his choice what i do where i go...and why the hell do i take it...i just wanna be me but i cant cuz in the back of my head i just thnk of how it will affect everyone else in the world...i hate who i am right now...i just cant be happy right now and i hate it...im not my brother and he ( Read more... )