hey...to a certain somebody u know who u are....i have no idea if u still read this thingy since i probably totally killed it for u...anwyays i have no idea if uv've gotten any of my texts or whatever and tried to text me back even thou u should kno better that I DONT GET TEXT LOL....anywyas and i dont wanna call u cuz that would just be weird if ( Read more... )

to the annoymus writter...i dont know if ur really the person who i think u are but if u are...im sorry..not for putting what i put but for not bein able to tell u in ur face...im hurt to...this is the only way i know how to release it..if i could have told u in ur face i would have done it a long time ago....i guess it was a mistake and i lost a ( Read more... )

I got it..i figured out why its been so hard for me to make friends in college and to enjoy it...im not ready to let go of high schooolll...im not ready to let go of certain people...certain friends...certain moments...i kno im not gonna go back in time and i understand that part of my life is over but im still allowed to miss arent i?? i keep ( Read more... )

i sit and wait....hmmm...will he call today....well im not gonna call him....i did last time its his turn....no but maybe he called me when i was at work and i didnt have signal...no no messages...jerk...he doesnt care anymore....im tired of fighting...its over...i officially give up on him i might've been the only one left and now im gone to....oh ( Read more... )

Well i havent realy been excited bout anything since i think graduation lol but now im sooo happy for now anyways...I GOT A B ON MY PHILOSOPHY MIDTERM!!! this may not be a big deal to anyone else but this wasnt a regular everyone passed test most people failed!!! im soo proud of myself and its a great feeling i havent felt like this for quiet ( Read more... )

Well im sittin here in glendale central library killin time till anita cums and picks me up...i feel a little better today but at the same time im just blah....i havent been sleeping very well either cuz of these medications ive been takin....so thats definetly not helpin the situation....today that person called me and for some reason i was very ( Read more... )

Why is every once in awhile i get the feeling of loneliness....lately for some reason i feel like every thing i get into im in it alone...i think its play production withdrawl lol everything was put together..well together...i find myself talkin to myself in my head in stead of callin behthy or manisha or ashley or anyone really...the problem is ( Read more... )

Ive never in my life taken a more interesting class than philosophy 101....its amazing how much just within a few weeks ive thought about soooooo many things...for example my own religious beliefs and why i do the things i do...today we learned about desire and how u cant help ur desires good or bad..u cant help being in love with someone whos not ( Read more... )

I miss him....them...everyonee!! i love going to college but....i miss kennedy so much...u never kno what u have to its gone thats the cheesiest statement i can make but its the most accurate.i love college life dont get me wrong leave class early if i want to no absences policies is definetly my favorite part but i miss turning the corner and ( Read more... )

Well i havent updated in awhile thought i would cuz i have bout 9307 hours before my next class and why not use my time wisely...i love college but i miss high school terribly. i miss walkin into jj class and seein everyone in the morning and the crziest thing i miss most is my guy friends not that i miss any of my girlfriends less just i dont have ( Read more... )