thoughts for the night-
Today was a good day...i just luve my girlies there the best...thers still something missing in my heart...man im cheessy....lol but its true theres no other real way of putting it....i hate myself for always having crushes on the ones that dont even know i exist...or the boys thatll break my heart when there not even my boyfriend just a friend...he broke my heart and doesnt even kno it...whatever....i would never force somone to be friend you either are or arent...and i sure as hell u all who kno me kno would beg or try too hard for you to be my friend....i may not be the most confident person in the world but one thing i do kno im a prtty good friend...and i thnk..ive never had the real chance to but i thnk i would make an awesome girlfriend....i just need to find that one guy that would give me the chance to show it...but for now im lovin going to time out and staring at my charcoal boy....who knows maybe if i keeping dreaming my dream that ive been having lately...itll come tru and he actually havea conversation with me lol...anyways i wanna keep writing so.....school hasn t started yet im kinda anxious for it thou cuz im takin a music appreciation class and thats gonna be awesome and im getting my same philosphy teacher who is soo cute... i had him last semster and i enjoyed the class alot...my parents are kinda on my case now bout choosing a major but im sooo undecided its riduclous...i just cant find anything that i know i will be happy with and i dont wanna just choose somthing to choose it...anwyays those are my thoughts for now....goodnight!