it's getting really really close.  tomorrow i complete one class.  tuesday i start the neverending chinese final.  monday my poetry paper is due.  tuesday i take my archaeo final.  and that's it.  friday i go back to cinci.  i'm there for not quite two weeks.  i drive back to pittsburgh may 11th, fly out may 12th to NYC and then Moscow...and then I ( Read more... )

i forgot how great it was to be with them.  a group of people who care passionately about something but aren't egotistical, always ready with a smile and story...i almost choked five times at joe mama's from laughter.  it was wonderful to reminisce and amazing to see the documentary and know that we were all there.  wyoming was incredible.  and i'm ( Read more... )

i now have read 5 jane austen novels.  i might possibly be able to stop myself from starting another.  possibly.
so, i have one last signature i need for my contract, which i should obtain tomorrow.  then i can turn in officialness and get my rachel hunt check.  
last night was the chinese dinner, which went well overall.  if yiyang is really an ( Read more... )

i no longer feel like everything could in just five seconds explode into flame.  this would be a positive.  we're keeping it.
first weekend in april went to see 300 with siobhan and mich, which i am glad i went to see in theaters.  it was amazing as a bloodfest, entertaining spectacle, and piece of propaganda (frequent narration made sense in the ( Read more... )

my mental state has been a bit fragile for awhile now.  changes are being made, and hopefully it will help.  more of a focus on what makes me happy, less on what makes me self-conscious.  more of a clear distinction between work and relaxing, and a real commitment to both ( Read more... )

i get to see eric tomorrow ( Read more... )

am i inconsiderate?
always?

it is pretty much the worst thing ever to disappoint someone, to unintentionally hurt them
i hurt you
and i did it mostly by letting you interpret it as you saw it.  i didn't say anything, i just thought it.  "fuck, he's probably right.  i should erase it.  if for some reason there's a problem, zhou will say something and we ( Read more... )

i know some of the most random people in the world.  and i love them all ( Read more... )

my foot fell asleep, i'd worry but my heart's been that way 3 years and counting and still seems fine ( Read more... )

it's after midnight and i'm waiting for the shower to be free.  so, let's talk ( Read more... )