Just an off the top of my head writing here talking about whatever comes to mind.

A lot has happened. At points I feel invigorated and at others completely deflated. There doesn’t seem to be any guiding light to which I’ll feel at any given day. I kinda feel blown about in the wind.

Life is moving forward and all the indicators show that it’s going ( Read more... )

You tried to make me sorry for my strength

Because I was too strong for you

You made me apologize for being powerful

Then neglected me when I needed you

You made me feel sorry for being like your mommy

And never gave me any allowance for being my own person

When being with you, I always had to avoid not being this person that I never met

Even ( Read more... )

There are some people that are so invested in being correct that they constantly correct people they are talking to regardless of whether they are speaking in bad faith or not.

I think correcting each other in language is good. Language is a constantly evolving thing and it needs to be updated. For example, the literary purists might cry about the ( Read more... )

Silence

Is your words

Is your love

Swallowed up in…

A thousand heart throbs

A million heart tremors stifled by…

Often words are too fickle to express love and caring

Often words sully a connection so true

Connections that are unalloyed because of…

But what happens when one partner asks for words?

Words that shatter the sublime?

Are they to be ( Read more... )

Lot of things to write about…

Let’s see how I do; this post will be the negative things that have happened this year:

Life has been tumultuous to say the least and I’ve been quiet for a while so time to talk now that the dust has settled.

Way earlier in this year, I got rid of the first person I was a trans mother to. I gave them the patches I no ( Read more... )

One of the aspects of the trans experience I think that gets lost in the dialogue of fighting for a voice is the deadly game that being a trans kid plays.

The constant fight to try to explore your identity when you’re just starting to learn it.

The nullification of your parents when you draw too far outside of the box, the kind admonishment out of ( Read more... )

So the Democrats proposed a Right to Contraception Act in a bid to point to Republicans and get them on the record that they will not enshrine rights to contraception in the law.

I’m of two minds of this.

First off I think it’s a cute political ploy to basically show that Republicans won’t fight for people’s rights.

...However that’s kinda obvious ( Read more... )

About a month ago I found a cis man that was interested in me.

It was nice talking to him and I enjoyed his vulnerability and enjoyed expressing the same. We were unfamiliar with a lot of things.

I dismissed that he said that he said he was bisexual but had never been with a man before.

I regretted that fact later.

After I gave him my number, all I ( Read more... )

Okay here’s the physical part of my update.

My period has finally hit!

I still don’t quite know when it hits me as it steals over me over time so I don’t realize what’s happening until I reflect on it.

I’m not on a cycle just yet. It’s starting up so I’m just learning about it. Though it sucks it’s edifying for me.

I know it will get worse as it ( Read more... )

This will be a mismash. Just a collection of thoughts in my head with no real order. So it may not make a lot of sense.

I got rid of a really toxic person in my life. I’d known them for a year or so and all they could do is twist things into how much effort they put out and how much they suffered being a friend of mine. Of course now that I’m no ( Read more... )