ahhh..i just dont understand what im going through lately! i feel like i have perminant pms and its unexplainable. i've been a total bitch to chris lately and i feel really bad but i cant help it. im just in a really bad mood. i find myself constantly crying everyday and it bothers me so much but i cant stop. i cry for no reason sometimes and other ( Read more... )

"who are you to judge the life i live? i kno im not perfect - and i dont live to be but before you start pointing fingers...make sure your hands are clean"- Bob Marley

wow its been a year ago today since i updated , well as i remember my last valentines day sucked big time.this year it was a little better considering who i had for a ( Read more... )

so yea so much for a happy valentines day. i've been crying all day and it sucks...i havnt been myself lately and i dont kno how to explain it..i mean with school and my dad telling me to bring up my grades when i am trying to ...and i finally let my feelings out for someone i like and they threw it back in my face. then i quit my babysitting job ( Read more... )

so hmm january 30, 2006 was a day that will never be forgotten. i grew closer to my friends and learned something that i will never forget. i've been so stressed out lately. i mean with school and jackie and my dad telling me to bring up my grades even more then i have ..idk its jus frustrating i mean everytime i talk to him its a different thing ( Read more... )

wow so much stuff happened in 2005 that will never be forgotten ( Read more... )

omg i am so happy ! i saw steven after school today and he told me to call him! i didn't call him until 6:00 i felt bad but he siad he was out anyway. when we first started talking it was weird but then we found things to talk about. i asked if he was still with his gf and he said yes so i don't wanna get involved in all that but whatever. he just ( Read more... )

everyone always says that everything happens for a reason. is that true? does everything happen for a reason. sometimes i wanna ( Read more... )

so there was no school today ! yay! hahaha nicole has been makin fun of me all day and i don't know why lol i started shoveling my grandmothers drive way and then she decides to come out and tell me why am i shoveling if her dad is coming to plow after work !!! lol i was so pissed..so yeah we came to the conclusion that myspace is very addicting ( Read more... )

so it's my senior year and i'm loving it! the bad thing is that i really don't wanna graduate. nicole and i said that we should just fail this year and come back next year. lol our parents would kill us but at least we would get one more year at dover lol. nicoile an i are plannin her 18th b-day and we looked at the list we had and there were ( Read more... )

so i'm back tracking right now lol today is actually the 30th and not the 24th but the 24th was one of the best days of my summer. it was the day scott asked me out! for some reason a fell for him the 1st time i talked to him...there is something about him that i love so much ...i don't know what i would do without him. he is the best thing thats ( Read more... )