behind my smile im falling apart...........

[irishluck16]

so yea so much for a happy valentines day. i've been crying all day and it sucks...i havnt been myself lately and i dont kno how to explain it..i mean with school and my dad telling me to bring up my grades when i am trying to ...and i finally let my feelings out for someone i like and they threw it back in my face. then i quit my babysitting job

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[nikki1788]

.. 1st off ever since u started hangin out with brigette u are a totally different person n she has changed you. you arent the same anymore and idk wtf is up. dont change urself to impress others. u n bri laugh alike huh?? kinda funny how i known u for how long? n i never heard u laugh like u have been lately..but w/e..i'm tired of hearing this shit of ooo i have freinds that stand in the shower for me...and what u said at aylas the other night...o nicole do u have friends that would stand in the shower for you and u pointed at urself saying well i do...well wtf erica are we in competition of who has better friends or something...bcuz it serisouly makes me feel great..what about me..the one who used to drive u to work everyday? did i once ask u for gas money..no did u ever offer?...no did i ever recieve a thank you?....no. everyone thinks i have so much money...well i have almost a $ 300 car payment n cell phone bill n gas money for driving back n foth to school. thats where all my money goes. its nice to see that all a person has to

[irishluck16]

nicole i love you to death and you kno it...i want you to come talk to me and i dont ignore you everytime i try to talk to you you just say one thing and walk away and when im not on the computer you are...so plz dont go there...idk whats going on wit us but i dont like it at all i mean according to you im a different person around bri but then again you are around sam..and i wanna talk to you i mean i really do but we are never around eachother anymore...and ok you kno me an justin have a thing going i mean we both like eachother...who is using you an talkin gshit behind your back???and when did this all start??and we used to stay in the bathroom all the time so dont think for a second its bri..and all my friends are and have been my friemds for the longest time and i love them but you kno as well as i do that when it comes down to it we would do anything for eachother....idk i have to go to work i will w/b later

[nikki1788]

dont make it seem like im the bitch...bcuz im not. and no im not a different person around sam. you sam n me all hung out togehter n i act the same then as i do now. and as for us bein in the bathroom...we always did it the last 10-15min of class....not the whole period. but w/e im tired of all this...do what u want..i honestly dont give a shit anymore

[irishluck16]

nicole...we need to fucking talk what the hell is up with us??? like when did this all start?? omg its driving me nuts!! why are we being like this but then again we knew this day would come when we would fight ...i think we need a break from eachother big time.....and you are a different person around sam you just dont see it. just like i dont see how i am a different person around brigitte.

[irishluck16]

nicole are you calling me two faced?

[irishluck16]

im sorry....idk whats up with us but i kno one thing is for sure that i fucking hate it i mean i wish we could go back to how it was over the summer..the best time of our lives with so many memories ...nicole i dont know what you wanna hear from me but im sorry...for whatever i did im sorry... :(