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What the fuck is wrong with me??
I am with a great guy yet i want to break up with him because i am stressed with exams. I don't know if i want to be with him or not. I always do this around exams and then regret it. Its horrible to be me. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah. -
Writer's Block: Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
so its been two months since i last posted here. A lot has happened. I now live in a different county, i am into my masters and im not as obessed with food as i was ( Read more... ) -
different
i found out something today that if i had of found it out 6 months ago it would have drastically altered the past year ( Read more... ) -
Summer is over
Decided now that summer is over. I also decided today that i need to think of my surroundings more and less of my feelings. So right now i am wearing a spongebob squarepants dressing gown. I am also wearing a spongebob t-shirt. I really like this dressing gown because i got it on my 17th birthday. Its kinda special to me ( Read more... ) -
Things
I dont go on about my ex boyfriends in the unhealthy manor that i used to. This is why being single the past year has helped. I dont think i needed time to get just over dixon, but to get over everyone. I feel really good now.
I feel soo low, my confidence has plumeted. =( -
Hello darkness my old friend
That blue feeling has crept back again. I just feel flat, worse still i can feel myself getting melancholy day by day ( Read more... ) -
Another one bites the dust
So i ended things with Andrew on sunday.It was awkward as hell. Had to be done. He didnt interest me, a lot of his qaulties annoyed me and then there was just something about him that i picked up on that really unsettled me ( Read more... ) -
Words can't describe how happy i feel right now
So i was out with Andrew again last night. This is the Andrew who im pretty sure my last post on this was all about. Anyway it went really really well ( Read more... ) -
Time
So i did today/yesterday ( Read more... ) -
Still not over him
Last night was great and all. I kept thinking of him though. Almost everything about last night reminded me of him. I miss him. I would give my soul to be with him. I honestly don't think i ever will be over him. I think i just have to accept that and move on with life really. I will always have these strong feelings for him although they may have ( Read more... )